Sitting in prayer.Crying out. Am I this strong? They say our Lord doesn’t give us what we can’t handle. I sometimes really have to ask am I this strong Lord. I know this is just darkness trying engulf me and cover me in darkness. Making me feel as if I am so helpless.
This is when I pray more. I cry out more. I have no answers other then calling out to our Lord. He says to knock and he will open, well I bang that door.
Right now we are in a dark period. No answers yet even, with fear we face but I have hope. He will not leave us so I call out to him.
Jesus I trust in you. I will not be engulfed by all darkness. You will help us. We have been in darker periods.
My heart has hurt when I thought it couldn’t hurt anymore on the day our Pretty Girl went to our Lord. From that darkness I found grace and till this day I remember how our Lord has blessed us. How each time something wants to cover us. I hold on to my rosary and pray. For each tear that is shed there will be rejoicing as long as we hold on.
Mary of Jesus be a Mother to me now. Beloved Jesus I trust in you. Help me trust you more.