That’s how I’ve been feeling as of late. I’m running at top speed but going no where. What’s up with that. I’m putting all my energy and trying to balance it all.
Isn’t it nuts though that no matter how much “I KNOW” it’s not my will. I am in a constant fight to be in control. Why do we do that? It is hard remembering I can not do it alone. Sure we can sit in the ditch of the “Why not me ”
That is just what the evil one wants us to do. Sit in the why me ditch. It is SO hard to get out of that ditch.
We sit there and question and give all the reasons why we should be doing that job, losing that extra 5 pounds, going on that vacation and so on.
While we question it all we forget there are arms out stretched reaching for us to help us get out of it. We just have to look up.
Why is it so hard to let go of our control or is that just me? Today I will remember to pause and give it all to him once more. Doing so always brings me the peace. It will come as it always does. His love will cover me if I let him.
I know after this moment I’ll forget again and once more I’ll get on my knees once more and pray to help me quiet the noise and give me the peace I need.
Lord thank you for your graces and for always having your arms open to giving me the love and peace that I need just when I need it. Jesus I trust in you.