April was one hot mess. I had so many plans and to be honest for the most part it was very uneventful and just one big jumbo dizzy world wind.
Let’s just say I’m happy we are already half way through May! I am so ready for the end of the school year so I can catch my breathe.
I actually had other plans for this month as well but it seems those plans wouldn’t be happening as I had wanted.
I did have one amazing thing happen that I really still am in awe did happen. I had a Blessed is She Bible Journaling group meet up.
I who gets tounge twisted and am best in my own quiet little world went and stood in front of a group of ladies (mind you I was only expecting 9 and but I had 15 show up!) I was able to share a little piece of what I have been loving and I feel beyond blessed.
This past week it was pouring and we were set up for another meeting. To be honest I didn’t expect anyone to show up because of how bad the weather was but another set of ladies appeared and we were so into our gathering that we went over 1/2 hour.
To be honest we got some news as well that really has taken a toll which is we need to pay out of pocket for my oldest son’s tution so if you need any help with your social media and would like my Virtual Asstistant skills please let me know. I would be more then happy to help.
I also have been trying to get deeper into my prayers because of this different period. It’s been hard y’all but I have been praying more and more beause I trust in prayers.
I know that they are heard. We don’t get what we wish but our Lord will provide what we need and for the most part it isn’t what we expect.
In other news in my upcoming post I am going to share a few activities you can do with your little ones as school is almost over and I know the “I’m bored” blues can come on so quickly I have been gathering a few favorites around here.
Do you have fun activites you do with your kids that is budget friendly? I’m all ears as we need to pinch every penny we can around here!
The weekend had arrived and some were sleeping in. Others were up and out of the house because they have things planned.
I was up too and doing my motherly duties while holding fast to what the date represented for me.
I take a pause and say a prayer but try to hold my tears. I go and get the daily first cup of milk for my youngest looking at her and feeling blessed yet turning my face to once again hold my tears.
I walk to the living room and look at your picture. Our last picture together.
I pause and once again I think of what April 7th meant 12 years ago. The pain in my heart stings. Deep breathes, my older daughter calls to me as she needs me, I text my son that has been out since early in the AM to make sure he’s made it OK to practice.
Deep breath.. You are on my mind. I miss you and I will forever have those seconds of what if.
Then I think of what I know now.
Everything no matter the pain does have a purpose and as I grab my rosary know you came and completed what was your mission.
No matter my aches, my tears and still pain that come face to face in the AM as your Daddy holds me in the kitchen because he knows this pain all too well although you know Daddy hides it to protect us all. In his arms is where I let my cry once out for what felt like hours but I only have five minutes to “let it out” because my other motherly duties calls and your brother will soon be back from practice and he will be hungry so I need have some food ready.
It might be another day for everyone else but not me it will NEVER be. You are forever part of me and with each of my breaths.
They say it gets easier. That is a lie. We just learn to deal with it. As everyone goes about their day. I am still feeling the same anguish but have learned to hide better. My faith has become my strength. His Love and promise keep me going.
Happy Easter everyone! Now that is Lent is over you might think it might be time to just relax but in actuality, it’s the start of Easter season. For the next 50 days, we are in this beautiful season.
Truth be told for many years I would just go back to my slow-paced ways but this year I wanted to dive more and so I thought I shared a few ideas for you to join in.
- Write to Jesus in a journal at least 3 times a week. Pour out your heart in it.
- Read your bible for 10 minutes and pray for 10 minutes at least each day.
- Do a house chore you dislike without grumbles (dishes for me & it’s SO hard not to grumble)
- Go to mass during the week besides Sunday.
- Pay for someone’s coffee when you pick up yours.
- Do a bit of bible journaling.
- Go on a nature walk and notice the little things and be thankful (we are so busy with our lives we forgot )
- Read a story of a saint that you would like to learn more about.
- Give flowers to someone who you think deserves to know they are appreciated.
- Get flower seed packets for neighbors and handout with happy spring notes.
- Print out some of our pictures from your phone and camera and share your recent favorite memories in a book and mail it to a family member who you know would love it.
- Clean a place in your house everyone avoids.
- Bring flowers to a nursing home and stay for a visit with someone who doesn’t get many visits.
- Visit the animal shelter and give some love to animals waiting for adoption (my kids love this one)
- Leave a thank you note and baked cookies in your mailbox for your mail carrier.
- Give a friend a compliment or even a stranger.
- Hold the door open at a store for some shoppers.
- Deliver kid-friendly food to a shelter along with coloring books and crayons
- Ask your church or your children’s’ school if you can do a special clean up project.
- Write a love letter to each member of your family.
- Babysit for a friend so they can have an afternoon to relax a bit.
- Give away clothes that are gently used and in good condition.
- Volunteer to do some yard work (especially now with Spring upon us)
- Work on having more patience (living in New York this one can get interesting ha)
- Spend time with your family without any electronics.
I hope these give you some ideas and you will give them a try out and if you do I’d love to hear about it!
This past week I’ve been able to go to mass everyday. This has been the first Holy Week that I’ve been able to do so since all my kids are bigger and it’s been more then I could ever image.
We are going to Easter Vigil tomorrow and my heart wants to burst of happiness and I am so humbled for the love our Savior has for us.
Let me tell you though this week had very crazy moments. Tears. LOTS of tears. Yet even with the hiccups my heart is full.
I don’t know what the future holds but I don’t know but I really think I am being moved to do more and I am going to let go (because you know we have to control it even though we say it with our mouths that God is in control we really mean well you know he’s in control but we will see if I really agree with it.) I’m not going to lie I am nervous. I have NO clue what to do but I’m really letting go. So here goes…
COME HOLY SPIRT COME.. LET THY WILL BE DONE… REALLY.
Oh and to start I’ve gotten the Instagram account that will be connected to this site. GULP.. Memories In These Stories
Well that’s all from me for now…
It’s a bit late but I wanted to make sure I came on and said blessed Palm Sunday. Is it me or did this Lent just fly by? I can’t believe we are into Holy Week.
Although the Easter season will start next week (did you know that? I didn’t know that until well like 5 years ago!!)
What are you planning on doing this week? I am hoping to read more and go to mass each day. My youngest son’s birthday is on Tuesday and at our parish, they are doing the live stations of the cross in the evening I am hoping in going.
Although today my youngest who is 4 just happened to catch a glimpse of a movie I was watching “The Savior” it really didn’t show much but she saw the suffering mostly on Jesus’ face and as he was put on the cross and although she has been told by myself and at school about what happened she’s 4 and seeing visually what happened that made her upset.
I’ve decided to let her stay with Hubby while I go with my older kids. I was talking to a friend on how little children are willing to follow God and pure love but it’s a shame as we grow some of us stray from that I know for myself I have but feel so blessed I know all his love and mercy on us.
I have mentioned that I love Formed as it’s an amazing source to go and learn and especailly during this coming week it will really be amazing.
For my kids I always go to Catholicmom.com as they have things for the kids not only during Lent but year round that I have used. I already printed out coloring pages for them.
Also a new site that I found site Catholic family crate where they have a free packet for the family to use during Holy Week.
What will you doing with your family?
Well, guess my little blog here lives to see another year. Thanks to my hubby I renewed the blog and just in the nick of time as I only had one day to do so.
I was sad about having to let it go. I mean I don’t know if anyone really sees this but it’s been therapeutic for me and so that was enough.
As my other blog is more about business and although I do share things it’s not as personal as this one has become. This blog really holds my inside voice.
I actually know what I want to do as with the help OK more like the push of the Holy Spirit I finally went to our Pastor and told him about wanting to share about Bible Journaling. I mean there is plenty of it all over but I hardly have seen anyone really do a Catholic bible journaling.
I currently am working putting it all together so I can really present what I want to do. My hubby also gifted me a Blessed is She Bible which is beyond amazing and so beautiful! I also received another bible from She Reads Truth which as well is so beautiful my heart is overwhelmed and can’ wait to share what I will be doing.
Well, that is all from me just wanted to make sure I put it out there. Hopefully, this will become a good source is my wish but if not I still will be so happy because this is my little spot will be where I share my joys, sorrows and in-betweens.
Well it seems this little place in the web will be closing for sure unless I’m able to renew it. I would need $50 to keep my website for the next year.
I really have loved this place and actually would love to keep it because I have a new chapter that has come aboutand will begin after Lent. I would love to share that.
I have been able to express my thoughts and would love to be able to do more of it as in the past I’ve gotten some amazing feedback.
I have left it to the Lord if this is some place that should stay then so be it. Our Lord had been genrous and amazing and I am beyond thankful I would love to keep this blog to share more about that and what is to come after Lent.
I am actually nervous but so excited about it! Well that’s all from me. If you could spare a little prayer for me and as to what our Lord wants to happen with this little blog. I’d be so thankful.